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“If it is not right do not do it: If it is not true do not say it” - Marcus Aurelius

Dont worry if your path seems lonely right now. You are simply removing energies that no longer match the frequency of your future. You will soon attract people who truly deserve to walk that path with you.

When I was working with a sponsor and she told me to make a list I recognize now in the GNM approach to healing my gut I am having the same situation. I am not able to make a list. Sure you are. Come on that's insanity. Ok as i start to make a list i will not be able to stay on target. Yes you can. YOU Can! Just Be Determined

I invited Arrae to help me with GNM Mike.He watched one of MIke's videos on youtube.Arrare told me to make a list of what upsets me
I get upset about making a list
i get upset about people not paying attention to me
i get upset about noise smoke fragrances
i get upset around sun and harsh bright light
i get upset at how cold GNM Mike is
i hate how insensitive he is
it upsets me when i am not thought about considered appreciated seen for what i am offering
i feel ignored most of the time i am beyond upset about it
i am upset when i suggest something and it's completely ignored
i hate men and young men who make noiselike idiots . they dont care about othersi hate the fucking woman who wear hairspray and fragrancesi hate loud noisesi hate noise periodi hate people who dont care i love people who are considerate and humble i admire then and i strive to be like themit upsets me when i try to help and its not valuedseenunderstood that how hard i am working to help
i hate my lifei am miserable
im gonna ....get upsetno im gonna get a list out nowi have to work at this all day longit upsets me that i have to work so hardand get so littleprogress
it upsets me that i was born into people who did not care about mei am so sick of not being cared aboutmake a list of what upsets you
upsets me that the educational system was not the safe loving environment for learning
my life was destroyed by thati could not manage kindergartenbeing shamed for not knowing how to tie my shoeslack of awareness that teacher hadshe had no idea what i had just been throughin lifeto finally make into the hopefully loving hands of a kindergarten teacheronly for more pain and hurt
the phone does not ring for meno body loves mei am not important and seen no one hears mebasicallyi cant get anyone to think what i say is of value

Do Good And Good Will Come To You

~live like kingsize..As I was busy “being” just who I am, I didn’t care what others were seeing. To be as they wish, would be a sham and I will not be part of a scam. People are really the sum of everything that has touched their lives. When others take issue with what you’ve become, don’t expect to receive high fives. If you stay true, your uniqueness survives. No one can tell you what to feel, when to laugh or how to pray. The very act of being real will find you rising above the fray, dispelling regrets each day. For if you submit to playing a role that doesn’t fit your personality, you’ll dig yourself deep into a hole. Don’t succumb to others’ mentality; maintain your individuality. Mark