Called upon by God, to inflict violence and, ultimately, to rule.


sensitive young thanatologist, kali yuga surfer, anachronism enjoyer, synthesist

banned in my previous incarnation(s).. stuck in Samsara...
searching for my way under a sky without light

black metal, nsbm, darksynth, rachmaninov

anime mainly

Jünger, Evola, Guénon, Marinetti, Ray Peat, László András, Thomas777, Mishima, Nick Land, Gwern Branwen, Blindsight, linear algebra textbooks

In the desert
I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.
I said, “Is it good, friend?”
“It is bitter—bitter,” he answered;

“But I like it
“Because it is bitter,
“And because it is my heart.”



"The whole earth, continually steeped in blood, is nothing but an immense altar on which every living thing must be sacrificed without end, without restraint, without respite until the consummation of the world, the extinction of evil, the death of death."