I'm more of an introverted person with age growing. I have social anxiety and slight depression  procrastination is my favorite form of self sabotage. what do i enjoy? i like reading , writing calligraphy ，watching animes, listening to music, taking a stroll and studying languages. also I'm big on philosophy so as to explore the meaning of life.  I'm a hardcore fan of horoscopes haha. tell me your star sign then i will know our compatibility  . I'm open for all kinds of topics there's no limits. i want to learn your culture so that i can have a better insight into the world. I'm picking up English and Spanish , I'm yearning to travel in Latin countries. my English isn't anywhere near perfect, hope you can point out my mistakes. I'm growing up in a small town where people share homogenous cultures and customs so I'm looking for diversified companionship here , drop me a message!!   :)

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my go to music genres are hiphop kpop rnb drill phone and electronic music. my favorites are  kpop groups  blackpink, exo and aespa. I'm into a bunch of hiphop artists like the weekend,  drake , juice wrld,  xxx tantacion, asap rocky, Travis Scott,  kendrick llamar, king von , lil lurk  2pc and snoop dogg ect😋 i like to plug in airpods and zone out , isolating myself from the world.

euphoria, why woman kills,  selfie, shameless, narcos,  peaky blinders, wanda and vision, F4 of Thai version,  bojackhorseman,family guy, culpa mía，after , sex doll, me before you, Titanic , little woman , pride and prejudice, dead silence , the conjuring, persian lessons,霸王别姬,movies starred by Stephen chow,  marvel movies. attack on Titan, Demon s layers, Naruto,Black clover,Inuyasha，Detective Conan ,Jujusta Kaisen, Hell girl. i like watching American stand up show in my spare time.  there are some other ones might be left out , i don't remember their english name.

I'm a logophile 😋 i used to read a lot of Japanese literature，especially books by Haruki Murakami and Kawabata Yasunari. i have a long list of Chinese eassay collection writers like xu zhmo , zhu ziqing,  yu qiuyun and zhang ai ling. there's something so lonely yet transcendent in their words , it always resonates with me. i like Chinese novelist yu hua too who's good at balancing dark themes with lighter moments and this offsets the tragedy. also i like learning about history to know fascinating details. philosophy is like compass to me when I'm disorientating, my favorite philosopher is foucault , his doctrines make a lot of sense to me. I'll be glad if you share your reading takeaways with me.

The most difficult thing for people to face is the nothingness of life.Belief systems can be imperfect, but materialism based on dogma and indoctrination can not really save lives.