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@xenomorphique
St Petersburg, Russia
Russian
English
About Me
Hello. I have my hell and I live in it. Let's smile.
A minute of hate. I hate:
Stupidity. Bad manners. Lack of education along with excessive self-confidence. A cult of appearance instead of admiring mind. Insensitivity to art. Laziness. When a person is despised for weakness. When what is actually high sensitivity and subtle thinking is mistaken for weakness. Problems with the internet. Sunsets. Unkind jokes. And unkindness in general. Herd mentality. Voices that are too loud. A man's lack of desire to be a hero. The transformation of a monster with a beautiful heart into a smug, unpleasant prince in one fairy tale. When people don't send holiday greetings. When people think I'm not a child. Laughing emojis. Indifference to the life of bivalve mollusks. Stupidity.
NB: Stupidity is a choice.
...
I am:
Uncheerful. Without a smile. With an awful temper. Unsociable. Strange. Highly sensitive. Slow. Passive. I don't believe in your good intentions towards me. I believe in the relational interpretation of quantum mechanics. I know that no one cares about anyone but themselves. I am the one you cannot be friends with.
Thought of the day:
'Someone was banging on the door of one of the neighboring rooms. After the hits there was a clanking sound as if someone was trying to turn the handle. 'Are you okay?' - they asked in English. It was Irene. ...The knocking on the door did not stop and the insistent question sounded again: Are you okay? ...Several people passed along the corridor and began to calm Irene. She was angry: 'How can you know that everything is okay if you haven't made sure of it? Look, the door isn't opening.' ...The anxiety was growing, and then suddenly P. finally opened the door. It became quiet, they exchanged a few words and went to their rooms. ...I thought, there was some special sensitivity in Irene.' Kim Keumhee, My polar diary.
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A minute of hate. I hate:
Stupidity. Bad manners. Lack of education along with excessive self-confidence. A cult of appearance instead of admiring mind. Insensitivity to art. Laziness. When a person is despised for weakness. When what is actually high sensitivity and subtle thinking is mistaken for weakness. Problems with the internet. Sunsets. Unkind jokes. And unkindness in general. Herd mentality. Voices that are too loud. A man's lack of desire to be a hero. The transformation of a monster with a beautiful heart into a smug, unpleasant prince in one fairy tale. When people don't send holiday greetings. When people think I'm not a child. Laughing emojis. Indifference to the life of bivalve mollusks. Stupidity.
NB: Stupidity is a choice.
...
I am:
Uncheerful. Without a smile. With an awful temper. Unsociable. Strange. Highly sensitive. Slow. Passive. I don't believe in your good intentions towards me. I believe in the relational interpretation of quantum mechanics. I know that no one cares about anyone but themselves. I am the one you cannot be friends with.
Thought of the day:
'Someone was banging on the door of one of the neighboring rooms. After the hits there was a clanking sound as if someone was trying to turn the handle. 'Are you okay?' - they asked in English. It was Irene. ...The knocking on the door did not stop and the insistent question sounded again: Are you okay? ...Several people passed along the corridor and began to calm Irene. She was angry: 'How can you know that everything is okay if you haven't made sure of it? Look, the door isn't opening.' ...The anxiety was growing, and then suddenly P. finally opened the door. It became quiet, they exchanged a few words and went to their rooms. ...I thought, there was some special sensitivity in Irene.' Kim Keumhee, My polar diary.
...
Requests
Good manners. And a normal photo with your face, please.
Language Exchange Requests
English.
Hobbies & Interests
Words. Light. Space.
Favorite Music
Nine Inch Nails.
Ambient, Java games music, Brownian noise, dusty western and long-ago country music, some compositions from Te Vaka beats album, alternative, electronic, absent music, pleasant voices as substitute for music, osts.
Ambient, Java games music, Brownian noise, dusty western and long-ago country music, some compositions from Te Vaka beats album, alternative, electronic, absent music, pleasant voices as substitute for music, osts.
Favorite Movies
The Big Kahuna. The Terminal.
Favorite TV Shows
Fort Boyard (early 1990s only). Lost. Ultimate Survival (Man-vs-Wild with Bear Grylls, episodes: Everglades, Desert Island).
Favorite Books
One soviet children's book about me. Non-fiction. Stefan Zweig, Белла Ахмадулина, Иван Бунин: Неизвестный друг.
Favorite Quotes
Fiat Lux.
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