Alright, boys and girls, children of all ages - It's been a while and it's probably time for a profile update. I don't dig the edgy vibe so much anymore.

Who am I? Well, no one. Probably not more than a few passing bytes in your scrolling habits most likely. But for protocol's sake, let's say you care to know.
I live in Vienna, Austria, spend my most of my days at work with IT, e-government and C# nonsense. I play in a local band called MEDIOCRACY and I'm the type of person who keeps a calendar for all their spare time activities, because otherwise it's impossible to feel like I have a grip on my life.

I value individual human thought and creativity and feel that if we're not trying to change the system or at least expressing our views and position in this world, we're not doing it right. I can be quite critical and have a lot of strong opinions on things, and I can't just be content consuming what's pre-digested for us. Whether that be music, media or life plans.

I should also mention that I'm not THAT fun of a guy to be around. I can be considered a cynic and chronically unhappy person. What can I say? This is not a very fun planet to live on.
I'm usually called a nihilist and pessimist but I'd ideally see myself as a realist. People also say I have a dark humor, but I keep telling that I'm not even joking.
Further, I'm actually not on here to flirt, find marriage, or grab some indecent pictures off of unsuspecting helpless females who obviously would have no choice but to comply with that cunning scheme.

Don't be normal. Normal is boring.

And for the love of all good things, don't ask me questions that are already answered by looking at my profile anyways. The only thing that accomplishes is boring the hell out of me, and letting me know that you're too utterly lazy to even have a look at who you're talking to.

I used to learn a bit of Russian, but - c'mon - as if I'll make any reasonable progress on that.

Recording music, drawing, writing, game development, technology in general, sustainability, nihilism, destroying capitalism, learning things (mostly connected to IT), fantasy & RPG, science fiction, dark & disturbing art, video games, mythology, vegan food, global politics, morality, social phenomena, history, castles and making aerial drone footage of them, space

Either brutally heavy, or dramatically emotional; that's the only two extremes that will still make me feeling something.

Let's do this:
Notable concerts visited in
2023: Lorna Shore, Distant, Ville Vallo, ATTILA, Dropout Kings, Kaelan Mikla
2024: Dir En Grey, SPITE, Bodysnatcher, Boundaries, Imminence, Kanonenfieber
2025: Молчат Дома, HANABIE,  Alpha Wolf, Stray From The Path

A Clockwork Orange • American Psycho • Calvary • Full Metal Jacket • Mind Game •  In Bruges • Rock'n Rolla • Scarface • Shutter Island • The Big Lebowski • The Lord of the Rings • The Martian

Boondocks • Game of Thrones • Love, Death & Robots • One Punch Man • True Detective • Vikings

There could be more here, if I'd actually find time to watch series. I might or might not have finished even watching the ones listed here.

Real talk, I'm so absorbed with my job, technology and a need to "deliver", that I'll probably read a library full of professional literature before I ever get around to read for recreational or intellectual reasons.

»The trouble with wanting something is the fear of losing it.« – Max Payne

»You've met with a terrible fate, haven't you?« – The Happy Mask Salesman

»Hope is the worst of evils for it prolongs the torment of man« – Nietzsche