walk by sea

Sometimes we like someone simply because of the qualities they have that we don't.

We should be careful to distinguish what exactly attracts us and ask ourselves, if I had those qualities too, would they still attract me like before?

It has been 11 years since I leave here. I didn't think I'd ever come back.
I read my profile that I wrote 11 years ago and found I was cuter, more naive, and more straightforward back then. I grow older, becoming more
mature, more tactful, but also more apathy and hard...

Or maybe I have never changed, just learnen how to hide my inner self inside a seemingly tough exterior. I have learned how to let go of expectations towards the world and others, and still learning how to seek love and fulfillment from within myself.

Time do changes a lot, we have AI now to chat with whenever you need, but yet we are still looking for the genuine connections with other people. I don't know if anyone will ever see this, I just treat it as my diary. If you read it and find any mistake please commit down here, I will appreciate it.