I had a page here before but got blocked for some reason . Back again now

There's a hollowness that sometimes opens up, this quiet crisis that makes everything feel arbitrary. It's in those moments that the Vedic idea of a deeper, quiet self beneath the noise isn't a philosophy, but a lifeline. It's the reason I force myself out the door for a long walk, or why I'll spend an hour focused on nothing but the scent of spices, to remember that I am also a part of the world, and not just a separate mind watching it fall apart.

These small, mindful acts :- the walks, the cooking, the reading, these are my anchors. They don't erase the difficult feelings, but they keep me from drifting entirely. I’m looking for someone who understands that struggle, and the quiet beauty that persists in spite of it.

If you're someone who can appreciate a good existential joke and isn't afraid to embrace the absurdity of life, then I think we'll get along just fine

Beartown, Us Against You, Breakfast at Tiffany's and Three Stories, The Brothers Karamazov, The Humans, Great Expectations, The Great Indian Novel, The Girl on the Train, Autobiography of a Yogi, The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck: A Counterintuitive Approach to Living a Good Life, The God of Small Things, The Da Vinci Code, Angels & Demons, Digital Fortress, Deception Point, The White Tiger, Midnight's Children, Glimpses of World History, The Discovery of India, Freedom at Midnight, Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind, Kane & Abel, The Prophet, All the Light We Cannot See, The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Being Aware of Being Aware, The Greatest Salesman in the World, Inner Engineering: A Yogi's Guide to Joy, The Firm, Man's Search for Meaning, The Art of Living: Vipassana Meditation: As Taught by S. N. Goenka, Light on Life, Jonathan Livingston Seagull, Fear: Understanding and Accepting the Insecurities of Life, In Cold Blood, The Testament, Love in the Time of Cholera, The Metamorphosis, The Silent Patient, Carry On, Jeeves, Anxious People, The Midnight Library, The Stranger, David Copperfield, The Metamorphosis and Other Stories, The Old Man and the Sea, Catch-22, Anna Karenina, Brave New World, Slaughterhouse-Five, The Count of Monte Cristo, A Man Called Ove, Animal Farm, 1984, Crime and Punishment, The Alchemist, Brave New World ,The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Fahrenheit 451, The Kite Runner, The Book Thief, The Diary of a Young Girl, The Little Prince, Hitchikers guide to Galaxy...
, Actually a big list of books , music and movies . I won't finish it

"Years of love have been forgot, In the hatred of a minute."
"In everybody’s life there’s a point of no return. And in a very few cases, a point where you can’t go forward anymore. And when we reach that point, all we can do is quietly accept the fact. That’s how we survive"